RYNs- haha.

sam// haha you go and find one girl one then show me ehh..hahaha i also wanna read.haha.

mich// heyy.hahhaa.that was hmm cute.i dunno.my com is killing me lorhs.loads of spam and crap inside.trying to clear them all out.and then try reading your od load veryyy slow.yeaa.=( how've ya been??.

the 'guys must not be gay' reminds me of ken.hahaa.total gay!! grrr.hahhahaa.

ripped from weisan.where she ripped from her friend.on friendster or something.yeaaa whatever.hahaha its kinda cool lahh.hahhaa.and i wun expect anyone to do all.cos its really near impossible.but you can always try your best to achieve these rightts??.grinx.

[[ A Gentleman and a Perfect BF ! ]]

Guys should ALWAYS sent the girl home..
Most of all GF..

Guys should NEVER make a Girl WAIT...

Guys should NEVER make empty promises..
The girl will NEVER forget that u NEVER keep ur
promise....

Guys should Learn to wear Jeans..
Its more presentable.. Dun go around town
wearing "Bermudas".. Or watever u call it manz..

Guys should ALWAYS pay for the girl when out on
a date.. EVEN when ya not the girl's BF.. Its
onli the basic..

Guys should be MORE sensitive to a girl's
feelings..

Guys should NEVER neglect their GF just becoz of
their buddies..

Guys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their GF..

Guys should NEVER LIE.. coz the Girls r SMART
these days..

Guys should ALWAYS be the BEST in everything..
So that the Girl can learn from u.. Yet DUn be
TOoo Arrogant...

Guys should be MORE Patient and Understanding
when its the "time of the MOnth" for the Girls..
They tend to haf MOOD SwIngs...

Guys should learn how to SHOW more AFFECTION to
their Love ones..

Guys should ALWAYS take the FIRST STep..

Guys should MAKE DECISIONS... Not say " dunno
lar.. or anithing larz.." Girls like guys who
can make decisions.. whether is where to eat or
go or do.. Bleahz~~

Guys should Try to send their GF home from sch
or work if they haf the time despite the
distance.. Besides SG isn't very big..

Guys should learn NOT to be toooo Messy... in
the things they do..

Guys should learn to call and sms their GF ani
time of the day/nite.. Basically give their GF
the sense of SECURITY.. tts wat girls want most
from their BF..

Guys should try to let their GF know where and
wat their doing all the time.. SO should their
Girl..

Guys should NEVER Flirt around too Much.. SG is
too small.. Everyone would know that ya a JErk..
Girls can gossip quite alot..

Guys should learn to be more Passionate..

Guys should be SMART, Quickwilled and
STRONGWILLED..

Real Guys DO CRY.. they haf feelings too.. But
dun CRY to Often.. Coz its NOT very manly..
Besides ya be known as a WIMP..

Guys should KNOW their GF likes and dislikes..

Guys should know their GF contact NumberSSsss by
Heart...

Guys should never give excuses like
- SOrry I fell asleep..
- Sorry I was caught in a jam..
- Sorry my hp went Low..
- Opps.. I didn't know that..
- Oh i forgot...

Guys should Never use phrases like
- ya not angry r u? (when its OBVIOUSLY she is..)
- I dun like it.. ( when u haven't even try )
- I dun like them ( when u haven't even met
them )

Guys should always TRY new things and learn to
adapt..

Guys should ALWAYS make a good impression on the
Girl's Parents..

Guys should know how to make their GF happy..

Guys should NEVER be GAYS...

Guys should be DARING to meet ani of their GF's
friends, relatives.. blah blah...

Guys should never make their GF to beg for them
to do this or that..

Guy should Learn to behave themselves at times..

Guys should be Fun, Talkative, Outgoing.. etc..

Guys should Never force their GF to do anithing
they dun want..

Guys should always FEEL like a girl when guys r
wif their GF.. Girls like guys who can be their
bestfriend too.. Understanding.. etc..

Guys should always talk to their GF about their
made-decisions.. and ask how to feel about it..

Guys should NEVER always expect a GIRL to tell
them WAT THEY DID WRONG.. when EVERYTHING was
WRONG...

Guys should NEVER be Ignorant!

i gotta a bad bad cold.=(
make me feel so icky.gonna sleep early tonight.i dun care!!

todayy i woke up at 12.i missed jamie oliver!! cos im just too tired.i dunno.ohwells.anyways mama cooked spaghetti for us.=) so ate.watched tv a bit.vacuum then.mummy cut hair for me.now the top of my head the hair short short de.can stand.haha.time to use ma wax again!!.hmmmm.then my cuzzie came.fed her ice cream.then i baked my cookies..=/ uh huh..then yea had dinner.watched tv.haha lil rascals are so cute!!.all the lil kids.acting like adults..ohwells.when they grow older they will hope their kids again.=/ yupps.

im confused..grrr.

ct dear.missed you so much..so glad to be able to talk to you..again.=) hahaha i wanna see you soon!! love!!

+ A Woman's Question//Lena Lathrop +

Do you know that you have asked for the costliest thing
Ever made by the Hand above?
A woman's heart, and a woman's life-
And a woman's wonderful love.

Do you know you have asked for this priceless thing
As a child might ask for a toy?
Demanding what others have died to win,
With the reckless dash of a boy.

You have written my lesson of duty out,
Manlike, you have questioned me.
Now stand at the bars of my woman's soul
Until i shall question thee.
You required your mutton always hot,
Your socks and your shirt be whole;
I require your heart be true as God's stars
And as pure as His heaven your soul.

You require a cook for your mutton and beef,
I require a far greater thing;
A seamstress you're wanting for socks and shirts-
I look for a man and a king.

A king for the beautiful realm called Home,
And a man that his Maker, God,
Shall look upon as He did on the first
And say: "It is very good."

I am fair and young, but the rose may fade
From this soft young cheek one day;
Will you love me then 'mid the falling leaves,
As you did 'mong the blossoms of May?

Is your heart an ocean so strong and true,
I may launch my all on its tide?
A loving woman finds heaven or hell
On the day she is made a bride.

I require all things that are grand and true,
All things that a man should be;
If you give this all, I would stake my life
To be all you demand of me.

If you cannot be this, a laundress and cook
You can hire and little to pay;
But a woman's heart and a woman's life
Are not to be won that way.

i.have.been.online.for.more.than.2.hours.-i have no life.=b

been playing stupid games.reading blogs.browsing blogskins.awww.tell me.i HAVE no life.oh wait i remembered i needa do up rOn's bloggie for him??.but..i have no idea whatta use.*pouts*.hmmm.wait for inspiration or something.k??.sorry sorry sorry worr.

heard that im gonna be having dinner downstairs.yippee!!.=) lUb luB LuB!!..
oh.man.i miss the -|uB dUb ganG-.

still in search for ma new scent..hmmmm.help!!.
-dryma loves escada island kiss.like..WAHH. strawberry+mango+everything sweet!!.haha.goodness i cant imagine wearing that myself.hahhaa.okok she says she likes to smell like a fruit.lOls.
meeting her and drypa tmr.going bowling..hahaha.any takers??.ok i know i suck at bowling.the last time i went with rach..it was sickeningly pathetic.it was like..bad bad bad.like 6 longkang in a row.*drops head and blush with embarassment*.

okokok.ill run.my mum's back.and so is my sis.wheee!! byeee

hmmm.its been long huh??.

dun have good sleeps for a few days le.dunno.that lil melancholic mood sets in again and again.just as often as my blocked nose..hmmm.particularly bout those letters i write at night.hahaa.someone should start thinking that im nuts.i have always been writing letters but never had any intention to actually deliver them.that has been happening for ages le.since..hmm.say..4 years ago?? i always have loads of undelivered letters.waste of ink my mum would say.but somewhat those are the stuff that has been keeping me sane.like..there is a lot of things i might have kept to myself.for due to past experiences.telling people stuff often results to nothing much..perhaps some people has changed my mindset a bit.but..being a burden to people aint that nice.rightss??

ohwells.happy stuff.i wake up thinking that jill and xueling is at my house.then i realise its like.tuesday.-_-a yes.anyways i woke up then i realised it was mian's friends from school.like erm.ok..yeaa.i went to the bathroom.then when i got out i found my room occupied??.like.what the.then i somewhat forced open the door.then i realised it was my sister's friends like going to change into their sch u.hello?? in my room?? ohwells.i was still with the just-woke-up-and-wondering-what-happened-and-still-in-pjs phase.hahha.so i let it pass.yeaa.watched the cookshows.had burgers and campbell mushroom soup for brunch.in fact i havent eaten breakfast for erm..half a year.=/ okok.yeaa then went out with my dad at 1230.went to salvation army to get lil guinea pigs.=) theyre all oh so cute!! hahah.. erm anyone wants like baby guinea pigs??.heard that a few of them are like giving birth soon.=) hahha.okok then went to my grandma's for a while to pick up some groceries.yupps.my grandma's sweet!! love my ah ma!! hahaha.hmmm got home..cleared a lot of cages.baby and bubble -weird names i know.my sister gave them to the guinea pigs.- got a new cage.very pretty.=) then the two lil new ones.i named them.their names are..*ahem* boyboy and girlgirl.hahaha.okok lame lahh.but its the easiest way to differentiate rightts?.hahaha.okok.yeaa they get the former cage.theyre going to my lil cuzzie.cos poor boyy he's at home alone in the afternoon.and he's only like 8.so he gets like company with the lil guinea pigs.=) hahaa.

hmmm that's bout it.sunday was not bad yupps.so was yest.did nothing much anyways.hahaha.okok finish..ta.

feel like posting something up again??

yikes i think someone started with that melancholic feeling..was surfing through literally everyone's bloggies.=b im bored lahh.i know i wanna get out of the com soon.yikes sound like im in com.=/ ahhh whatever.my debugger ish irritating!!.

you.who is my you gonna be?.i just like ta wonder.
my you..(heyy jon ive decided i wanna answer that qn.now.=))the base note is that i will love you as much as i love myself.perhaps even more.now where does God come in??.through Him so that i can love.without Him i cant love.haha.its not to be defined.haha.read an illustration that is like.if you wanna define love its like take a picture of the grand canyon with a toy camera.hmmm.and i guess.all i can say is that.i will do anything to make you happy.i will do anything that is the best for you.hmm.i havent hugged much people.or i havent given much people any love.its selfish.i know.but many parts of me have been numbed.frozen.and its waiting to you.to make it alive again.im just waiting for the only you.the you im wanna spend the rest of my life with.im not gonna date for fun.ever again.fullstop.
whoever you are. even now.i love you.


-im not answering the qn still.im sorry.i cant think str8.failed attempt.but.hope you get what i mean.somewhat??.=)

the weather is killing these days.so tired yest.i slept before 11.man!!.enjoy sleeping.wheee.
woke up at 11.ok people can come kok my head le.yeaa.

reading boy meets girl le.its like.so many stuff i wanna take up from there.to like not have any conventional rship.hmm.yeaa.
starting to think a lot.but.yeaa.da you're right.i really dun wanna put any friendships in any risk..you get what i mean.=/

i dowanna start getting sad again.i dowanna.i wanna be happy happy happy.and then everyone around will be at least not sad that im sad.or happy that im happy.i dun get myself.=b ohwells.

stuff for the rest of da day-
// playing AMK.which i aint really looking fwd to.
// band prac.=) ok im looking fwd that.its all the power people today.pray for zero squabbles.

to sam- i dun have burner.*pouts*.i see how k?? i got bad feeling they had some software inside then cannot burn de.read something lydat.=/ oh.buy from sembawang.cheaper 3 bucks compared to HMV.=)

my IE hung again.-.-

anyways.everything again!! grrr.haha.ok.
-watched liu xing hua yuan.dunno why but yea i watched it.then in my room after that.where my table literally smells of romance.grrr.hahaha.then i got myself traumatized.by myself.ok.i crushed a fly.k fine i murdered a fly.*dun dare hold up head*.told jon and he was like hmm.worried??.heyy were you jon??.hahah anyways he was very amused.ohwells.talked till 330am.then mummy walked in.like.oops.too loud.
ok woke up at 1015.gave jon his wake up call.heyy you went back to sleep ma??.*kok your head* if you did.hahaa.anyways.did some stuff for my dad on the comp.then i watched jamie oliver and then martin yan??.cookshows!!hahaha.they rock!!.okok.then play piano a bit.then went out.to buy daddy a new phone.=)
wanted go town de.but then we bought at j8.=/ its good nevertheless.he bought a n6220.hahah and he paid like.136 bucks or something.there was a 225 bucks voucher.then his 8250 trade-in.=) hahah.quite a nice phone.but a bit of a weird feel.anyways.seems like he was in such a buying mood.went to sembawang music.and he bought me the maksim album!!.cost so much less there compared to HMV.hahaa.anyways he bought me that.and he bought me -boy meets girl-!! like finally i got that book.remembered.it was like dada who supposed to buy me the book.turns out my daddy bought it for me.=) okok then he bought sugar cane for us.finish.haha..

quite happy yea.i guess.i do like family time out.=) hahaa.

to jon- hmmm.i am still thinking bout that.hahaa ill give you an answer soon.its fun to think about.=) tk care.
to dawn- hahaha yes!! jamie oliver rocks!! and like.all the best for sg idol too.=)

i have come to a certain decision.that i wun kiss before my wedding day.you think that is possible??.i think i can do without that kiss.yupps.i kinda like understood the struggle that someone had.heyy.ive been there done that.you dun miss the person.you dun remember the love.you only remember the affection.it kinda like blinded you from everything else.the most imperfect person becomes perfect.DEH.perhaps that is what you need when you get married.but at this moment.what you need is to open your eyes and see who that person in front of you is.the one you call your boyfriend or girlfriend.when you slowly tear down everything that is blinding you.you get to see the real beauty or beast of the person.and thus able to make a sensible decision.am i sure this is the one for me??
-no personal attacks no pun intended its just what im thinking.oh yes.inspired by dawn's entry.cos its like.yeaa bout love and all.yupps.that is all.

miss is literally evident everyday in my life.ahh shucks.at home at town.whatever.it is near evident you would have memories of someone or something there.unity sec reminds me of my courses and camp.cedar 1st level empty corridor only reminds me of cedar RCY.town reminds me of loads.haha.ian and debbie.the 3o.hahaha.david rauch.hmm.yeaa the whole gang of us.SPC.aaron andrew jon.bryan and shimin.its crazy.its everywhere.i know there is more definitely.haha.talk about passing yishun.reminds me of my childhood.alvin and doris.i yam a crybaby last time lahh.like really really timid.and awww.alvin and doris are also so brave.other than the times they get spanked by their po po.old dayys.
loads of regrets.loads of thankfulness.loads of memories.good and bad.thinking.how much more stuff am i gonna keep in boxes.down the years.when more memories are made..
-not that i wish all the friendships will screw up.but.good or bad.i still wanna keep it.a lot of it.its still good.

i need to learn to treasure everything i have.now.before.after..

Friends | Michael W. Smith
Packing up the dreams
God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I Can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

(CHORUS)
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "never"
Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.

With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

(CHORUS)

last night till now.its kinda stupid lahh.nothing much happened anyways.=b i wanna go catch jamie oliver at 1130 anyways.

watched CSI yest.its about this sick pedophile(sp??).who goes around killing lil girls after playing with them.sick!! hmmm.and to like mask his fingerprints he actually went to like take out different pieces of skins of different fingers and put them together.yucks!!.like frankenstein.like cut the skin out and all.eeewwww.ohwells.yeaa finish that show went to my room.took out the romance.and ahhhh.its so so so so so so so nice!! hmm some were on my fingers and i just keep smelling my fingers.=)) its really nice.okok.enough angel.
then jon called.sam was sleeping le yes.haha dun blame you lahh.anyways.he had a bad day so me just listen to him talk.and hopefully he feels better after that.=) and yep he did feel better.happy for you jon.hope i did make you feel better.

i missing jamie oliver le.=(

ohwells.talk till kinda late.2++??.was like half asleep already.other than some stupid mosquito attacks.=/ okok anyways.woke up bout 1020.with a really heavy head.cant even operate properly.gave jon a wake up call that he never picked up.hahah.=b

okok i go le.lunchie!!.ta.

due to the vulgarities in this entry.people below the mental age of 18 shall not read this.nevertheless.i have decided to censor them.still.

F**K stupid blogger.ok not my blogger.my IE.my com.what f**k.arghhhhsss!!!! close down on me.the stupid entry i typed for a f**king long hour.ok one and a half hour.urghss..

anyways.went out with a certain someone.and like.went to bowl.had a good time.yups.but my bowling was pathetically horrible.and like the whole cine bowl is filled with students.in sch u somemore.hmm.before that was totally aimless.and like i had a bad sense of direction today too.keep going weird places.
what f**k!! im still f**king pissed.grrr.
anyways.*kok my head* bought RL romance miniature.sorry.couldnt help it.i just like it too much.ohwells.i bought it to keep it with my rose petal.and everything else.i feel kinda stupid??.but ohwells.i just wanna make my whole collection complete.*sadist freak*.

hmmm.we talked quite a lot.yeaa.the same way it was for that someone.so was it for me.all these memories cant be erased from me.there is definitely no way i can walk pass a breadtalk and not see the tiramisu and start thinking.ok that's enough le.funny how a stupid closedown of my IE lead me to thinking all these.

to that certain someone- i guess that after a rship.very often.what we end up missing is the affections that you can get.it seriously sucks.read my entry on 24th april.but i guess it is something that you needa get over.cos if you get into another rship just cos you miss affections.there is no point in that rship.it is as shallow as you can get.yeaa??.i had a great time with you todayy.hope to hang out with you again.i know i will.=) and also.remember our date one month from now.*winks*.

to my dear devil mortal- *gives one long long big big tight tight hug hugs* feel better now??.laugh a lot dear.you WILL feel better if you dun dwell in the past.look forward dear.=) im here with you.*hugssssss*

hello hello.back after a day.feel kinda stupid but..yeaa.
the plugs were off at 9 last night.cos my sister is like.tired or something so she wanna sleep early.like.blahh.hmmm.
was like praying last night.then this impulse came and i called jon up.and like.yikes.i dunno why i did it but heyy im glad i did it..yeaa.

-i realise i have fallen in love with cookshows.=)

hmmm.went to AMK to play piano yest night.mosquitoes attack!!.made me so grumpy after that.one nice thing is that i got to play their grand piano.=) yamaha one.hmmm i think the one in church nicer.=) ohwells.then reached home did nothing but watch tv.and nothing else le.watched till 12mn.=P

hmmm.everything's kinda good.yeaa.im kinda like.somewhat happy le.=) everything seems to be back to normal.btwn me and dom.stuff seemed like even before HER.yest at his house.when it was left with only him me pei and gi.its like.aww.it IS ze old days!!.

-im too sentimental.dammit.

uploading my prom night pics.=) ohwells.

gonna pick up a new scent for myself.no more RL romance.*kiss the bottle and walk off*

gonna settle the reinvites for the huh?-blink- blog.uploaded the neo me gi and pei took yest.=)

ta peeps.

hello hello!! hmmm.at dom's house.hahahhaa.dunno ehh.somewhat landed up here.hmm yeaa.and ok we did stupid stuff.=)

woke up at 11.am i to say im proud of myself??.=/ its like oh.now i know that one house two looks is at 11am.and oliver's twist is at 1130.haha.went out with pei and gi.took neoprints!! will post it up soon!! its nice!! haha.then went to her house.which is dada's house also.watched tv there with gugu and sam jnr too.hmmmm.yupps.okok update later at nights.=)

ta peeps.-needa work ou tthe meals for retreat......*pouts*

okok one last time.im going knock off.

talked to mich.dom.sam.dar.and ...... xT!! hahaha.okok.overreacted.

after talking to da.hahaa yess im good.im happy.its just.good to like feel like the good ol' days.when everyone's good and happy.=) then we started talking about like parfums and all.and..found out that heyy he frequents sasa too!!.haha.i bring anyone i go out with parfum window shopping.=) it becomes like a good past time.hmmm.then yeaa.start to miss those times we went to sasa and test everything out..it was nonetheless fun and memorable.but i seriously doubt that happening again..not just us both definitely.and not anytime soon..i guess.oh well.hahaa.remember coming out smelling of everything in there.and like aiming really badly and end up spraying on him instead.hmmm..those were the dayyss...

hahaha okok.to xT!! ahhh my partner!!!! hahhaa okok im kinda ecstatic now.its like.i miss you xT!! hmmmm.ok its good lahh.hahaha im like.oh my goodness.we're still gonna be in the same school!! didnt know that she aint in aj anymore.and she's going to tp??.and doing like consumer science and technology.my goodness.the next ms lim!! wahhhhh.hahaha but heyy its good lahh.im still gonna see her around kinda often.=) and hahaha.awww.its like.dunno lahh.just kinda like really happy??.haha scully will meet her everyday go sch.hahaha.i dunno.but yeaa.there is a big number of cedarians going to tp.and heyy!! we're gonna top the courses there!! =) okok.enough.

yups!! happy happy.now can go sleep.must throw away my bowl noodles.*shudders* grrr.hahahaa.
ta!!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek help.my bowl noodles is horrible!! say got bak kut.then come out is like..tao pok.and totally eewwww.dowan eat le.eat somemore will puke.ahhh.a lot of things to update..=/ better start...

friday night.sing lahh.then went for choir downstairs.finish le then sit at the stairs outside the sanctuary and like wait..so julianne and i started singing.hahaa.kinda weird lahh.then so quiet somemore.hhahaa.and i cant hit this stupid particular note.irritating lahh..oh wells.yeaa then i was made to go to my ah ma house myself.then i was like all black.wear heels.walk like..i dunno.into like ulu place.scary lorhs. >.< oh well i got there eat dinner at 10.yups.

next dayy.man..wake up at 9.i can imagine sam shaking head le.*embarassed*.im supposed to reach church at 830.sorry lahh..really.anyways.was kinda like panicking.and very very very very very very worried.oh wells.reached there.went up play the last song and come down.hmmm everyone was nice about it.thanks everyone.and hahaa.yes i must say that sam is really nice!! hahah he offered to pay my cab fare!!.hahaha.oh wells.went to dbg kfc to eat lunch with sam and janna.=) imagine walking down to potong wearing like formal and all black.at like 12nn.burning!! hahah.hmm then came back.and we just stayed in the sanctuary with the grand piano.ahhhh.its like.ok we love the grand piano.oh well we were just taking turns on it.yeaa than i played for the afternoon session.finish le.rush down to uncle patrick's for cg.finish cg rush back to church again.and awww.the speaker is really really good.=) he rawks!! then went home.yeaa.and settled stuff.fell asleep bout.erm.130.yeaa.oh yahh i got my prom night pics.FINALLY.=)

scared le.so din really sleep the whole night.scared late lahh.anyways.ended up my sis woke me up at 730.when im planning to wake up at 8.or rather.jon was supposed to gimme a wake up call at yea like.8.hahha his wake up call is like.a msg.haha good one.anyways.yf is good.everything is running really smooth.in fact the whole day was not bad!! hahaa havent had that for a long long time.and mann it feels really good.=)

yeaa and here i am.so yeaaa.
need to find time to note back my lil devil mortal.ahhh i will when i have time k?? promise!!
to dawn- thanks.haha i change layout like the weather change lydat.haha.oops.

is that all??..thinking of how to throw a tagboard in for the huh-blink- blog.
hmm yeaa nights bye.

i realised no one's pictures can be seen?? or maybe its just my com?? *pouts*.
my mama is like watching the passion on tv now.and ahhh.im trying not to look.its is definitely.gross.=/ blardy.so not.me.hahaa.sounds really weird to hear it from someone who like.___ed.(i shouldnt say.those who knows knows.)hmm yea.

eating fish porridge and waiting for jonny.grrr.that boy just woke up at 1240.=/ haha.

ahhhhhhhhh.some disgusting scene just came up..some crow pecked a guy's eye or something??.eeeek!!!

okok..will cont waiting..=/

what's different?? i'll tell you what's different.

> i changed my blog layout.
> i changed my bedsheets.
> i changed my wallet.
> i changed my room's scent.
> i changed my perspective of a lot of things.
> i changed my outlook in life.

itsh good itsh good!!.hahaa.a brand new start..with a few traces of i dunno.regrets??.memories??..yeaa.depression doesnt get me anywhere..so get out of it.

-having a cold and a tummyache.*pouts*.was sneezing all the way and sniffing really badly last night on the phone.good thing its like.i aint like facing him and talking.if not he's gonna totally catch my cold and all.hahha.sorry jon!! what's worse than a person have a cold is two persons having a cold.haha.

hahhaa.yest band prac was good!! hahha.finished it really smoothly.=) good job everyone!! hmm.the lyphard melody did good for me.hahhaa.now i can play octaves with my right hand!! hahaa.hmm left one chord that i have difficulty with.think it goes like D# F# B D#.awww.=/
gonna play the piano.no keyboard for me!! was talking to jon yest.and he said that it really sounded like we are coordinating.=) thatsh good.thatsh a good start.=) all the way people..

needa do the proposal todayy.arghhs.and then needa go church le.=/ okok ta.

tralalaa. BAM. nothing else i can say le..grrr.

okok the weather as usual is very hot.and sorry my dear devil mortal!! hahha i dun take off my clothes!! hahaha i just wear like..thinner ones and hmm more short sleeves.hahaha.or something..=/

had a real good time with.hmmm.what to call you.ok.xiao di!! haha.yeaa since you so nice call me da jie.haha.oh wells.you were nice enough to like accompany me go run so many errands.hahaha.at least we didnt really walk around aimlessly??.hahha.owells.anyways yep.im happy happy.haha.was kinda funny yeaa.the day before you sound so sad and all.then i promise that i'll cheer you up??.haha.its like.after that i went like.shoots.what if i dun cheer you up??.hahaa.owells i was like praying really really hard??.hahaha.okok at least yep!! youre happy!! hahaha.hmm the whole.errr trip is written in your blog so anyone totally like bored can go read from your bloggie.haha.=) anyways.yeps did a lot of stuff.laugh a lot.walk a lot.haha.hmm ehhh must go out again after your chinese 'o's or something k??.if you very impatient.erm.sometime next week??.hahha ok i know you're supposed to be studying.must jia you wor!! oh yahh.next time must better ahh.bring you to more places to guess prices.hahaha.and then we go find nice nice perfume kk??.hahah.

after that.at night..its like.hmm.i went to church for rehearsal.haha.kinda hysterical as usual.enjoy band rehearsals.this time was for the mission conference this fri.and mann!! there were like 27 songs.. . .haha.oh wells.me gotta play for saturday morning.havent played the keyboard for like eons.awww.hmm.yeaa.then the weather's hot??.so i wore like berms and a hmm.sleeveless top and hmm.yeaa.is that skimpy??.*shrugs* im like 16 going 17.any problem with that again??.hahah.oh wells.yeaa very nice songs.and yeaa.uky's leading.so haha less pressure on me again.

changed my wallet!!.hmm.using me mama's last time wallet.its cute.ripcurl and hmm.very retro.haha.heading to church later to jam.=) happy?? yea!! all so stressless.and haha happy happy!! me now not looking for happiness.me looking for joy!! hahah.

again to//
my xiao di- thanks again!! really enjoyed my time.it was fun!! and heyy.its my pleasure to make my xiao di happy!!.*hugs*!! love ya lots!!
sam- hahaa.will try my best lahh.die die must play those 4 notes each time!! even if fingers split also must!! hahaa.

my IE hung AGAIN.anywyas.kinda a lil bit more clever this time.i copied my whole screen with my entry on it.so all i do is copy.ok sam is like gonna go. E.M.A.L. hahha.i know!!

huh?-blink- gang neoprints up!! on my neoprints album in the links.hmm.yups.and dun gimme a huh?-blink-.k? ok lame. -my sister says.grins.

to sam- can reach..but cannot play lahh..eeeek. its not small!! it is not big enough!! ahhhhhhh.

my scanner is like working.just changed the port and voila!! can use le.should have done that like earlier but.oh wells.
stayed up till 330am lydat yest.though was like totally tired but mann.i promised my cute boys that i will be around and awake if they need my help with any qns.yeaa.so to keep myself awake.guess what i did.i cleared my table!! my goodness so proud of myself.hahha.cleared quite a lot of stuff.store away some.erm.memories that i rather not keep all the time.life should be forward looking.i guess.

-when im lonely.i'll take it as He's calling me back to Him.and i will pour my heart out to Him.and im sure.in a few years time.i wun wanna exchange those memories for anything.-

the weather sucks.its like a sauna out there.its like the total perfect time to start singing.its getting hot in here.. ahhh.BAH.

my scanner still not working..=/

sam- do you mean that part where you go like.the four notes together and you are supposedly to play passionately or something?? i cant play the notes!! hahhaa.my hands cannot stretch that far..arghs.irritating!!.hahaha.

i yam pee eezd i yam pee eezd i yam sofa king pee eezd

my com is seriously lagging.and heck.i just like got it back what.friday night??.hmm.
- my scanner is not detected by the com.even when i like check everything..what the.started shouting at the scanner and threaten to sell it and whatnots.grr.oh well.it didnt work.so im sitting here looking at the stupid moniter.praying hard yea.hopefully.after one nice nice sleep.which i doubt about.my scanner will be in a good mood and start working again.

am in a better mood le??..some people can just crack me up.=) thanks to you all.

to sam- heyy.guess what.i started learning lyphard melody.haha.its sitting on my piano ledge.=) its kinda tough but manageable.hahaha.gimme say 2months??.try to perfect it.=) hahaha.

jia you jia you jia you jia you jia you..

RYNs-
// dawn- hahaha if i see that.i will like..take a picture of it.=) hahhaa that will be so cute.okok no offence at all.=) kk??
// sam- >.< i got nothing else to say le.SO MEAN!!!

to GugU- did i spoil your day even more??.really really sorry.=( hope a good night sleep will do good for you k?? sorry..cheer up k??



-anyone realise i aint talking personal anymore in this blog??.oops.i guess that IS a good thing in some ways..but.yeaa.

hahha.my com dun love me anymore!! hahaha.it gladly lets me turn on and off.lets me use as much as i like.and hahaha.wheee.i can use IE again!!.okok its like totally lame but.heyy.it sucked big time last time.when my com is totally screwed up and all.

didnt go for the erm.choir musical thingie.went for a family dinner.its like..cool.it was kinda good and all.and its cheap!! haha had like dunno how many dishes.kinda lot.and its like only bout a 100 bucks.=) cool.hmm found out my uncle got a job.haha.he just got recruited as a poly lecturer.like.woahh.at SP..hmm.dada you might dio him wor..he's gonna teach computer animation or something lydat.hahaa.

had a hmm.squabble last night on icq..i guess we just put down stuff as fast as we pick them up.and they often not get solved..perhaps.both of us are prone to run away from each other..yea.or actually.our problems.
-i still wanna be there.for you two.and pls.yu dun treat me like.junk.k??.im sorry.

RYNs-
// my lil devil mortal!!- haha.so sweet of you to come!! anyways my com is fixed.=) whheeee!! okok we'll see how k??..maybe we can meet up one dayy.=) -grins.*hugs*!!
// sam- =P *roll eyes*.i am lame.dun you know??.hahahha.
// dawn- haha.no wonder.then what you do around??.hahaha hope you're like..happy enjoying your break.hahha.=) see ya around!!

i wish my com will be like happy back for good.and it will stop shutting down on me and everything.but heyy.my com sucks k??.

i can even say that it is in love with me.it is jealous that i spend too much time blogging.so it shuts me down.then it is worried i talk to strangers.so im not allowed to talk to anyone online till someone comes talks to me.it is totally possessive of me.and it only wants me offline..ok i dunno what im talking.

RYNs-
// my devil mortal!! -sorry wor.dun have your pic.i only have ONE of your pic.=/ send me more then i do for you ba.=) miss you lots!!
// dawn -haha thanks.it took kinda long to do..needa source for pictures and all..took up loads of energy.haha.now i know how it is to spend time on art coursework.hahah.okok i think art is like a few gazillion times worse.haha.
// dada- huh??.why still say sorry for what??..its over hello?? hmmm.

okok!! wheee.im done with the huh-blink- blog.pretty pretty wor.=) haha.

now bout todayy..
went to my grandma's church.or should i say my grandmas' church.haha.all of them were there anyways.think i scared off a lot of pple.haha.its was like.me in all black.black top.black jeans.black nails.black heels.haha.okok it sounds gothic.so sue me for not having black lipstick black eyeliner and white powder.lOls.i dowanna give my grandmas my grandpa and my extended family heart attacks.its kinda weird ehh.its like we go there.we dunno the pple yet they know us oh so well.ehh.call it famous or what.haha.its where my dad and mum grew up in anyways.i heard pple stopping me and start asking bout heyy how are you doing and so what poly are you going to.my goodness.how did they know im going poly at the first place??!!!.grrr.haha anyways i answered that kind lady still.and yups.walked off.hahhaa.okok yea.we wanted to take a cab before that.but there werent empty cabs and it was drizzling.so had our lunch and went off to church.like as in my church.-feel weird calling it MY church.just..feel so detached suddenly.hmm anyways.went there.attended like bout half an hour of the musical meeting.sat there wondering why im in there at the first place.then i remembered cos p0sh* GugU!! told my sister to sign me up.so dots.here i am.
hmmm finish the meeting.GugU went off with dada to the hospital to see her new cuzzie.=) haha sho.the name's shannon??.=) its a nice name for a beautiful gurl.hahaa anyways that's my err.impression of the name.then waited for jon and went off for lunch.ok i went to see them have lunch.bought an ice lemon tea and an apple pie anyways.hmm.browsing thru 8 days and all.haha.kinda stupid lahh.but glad that we hung out for at least a while..=) saw bigbro too!!.haha talked a bit lahh.then he gotta go.miss talking to him a lot.like after get girlfriend then never talk le..*shoots a look at dada*.anyways he promised to bring me and my sis for lunch one day.*starts jumping around*. happy!! haha and like me and rach is going to go to his room during camp and order room service!!.hahaha.i love my bigbro.*smiles big big*
got over by taxi.got over and i din close up my wallet.and so my coins just fell out of my wallet like hmm.santa claus gives presents.yea.a few dropped into the drain and found a 10cents on the ground.dunno how much i donated to the drain.think i dropped a dollar coin.ahhh.xin tong!!.*pouts*

okok hmm.yea.my daddy's message as usual was really funny!!.haha proud of my papa.=) im just proud of the fact that no one actually sleeps when he talks.haha.ok fine.i love my dad too.

going for my nai nai's birthday dinner laters.and yeps.gonna eat at that hongkong street(??) place again.went with the cg once.think was gi's bdae last year.hmm yea.got good food.orhs.rem le.was like crash coursing my chinese ci yu shou ce that day with dada..hmm the good ol days.hais..

ok.finally its done.everyone you can have a look at this..frigging big.but.heyy.=) dedicated to everyone in the complete picture.and more.=)

congratulate me.ive decided to definitely do up the huh-blink- blog todayy.
using the darkened star template is that fine with everyone??..
budden no space for a tag board..so ill throw in a guestbook k??.
=) ok pple pls like approve the hmm membership for the blog..unless you wanna log into my account everytime..
errr...-

hahaha hmm so yups.gimme bout 2 hours.i know that's long but heyy hopefully it'll be done by todayy.=)

-i feel fascinated seeing my black nails jumping around the keyboard..

will update on todayy when im done with the huh-blink- blog..
=) everyone yes.finally ive put the huh-blink- blog to my first priority on the net.haha.

someone tell me whether we can add kenneth in too??.hahha.mean like he is a blur one??

okok- enuf enuf.
flying off..=) whhheeeeee.

my msnm is totally screwed up.
same as my com.

i know i need to reformat it..uh huh..who would do it for me??.
i know nuts bout reformatting my com.k fine im too dependant on my com tech.*pouts*

i got over.
i thot i cant.
hopefully.it IS for real.=) its to both of you.

hmmm.congrats to p0sh* gugu on her new lil cuzzie!!.hahaha its yep funny.to be in labour on labour day..irony ehh..lOls.

hmmm going to bPc tmr..daddy's speaking.=)
ta i cant stand all these anymore..grrr.