im on a fever..

today's been fun.not with my family..my mum was so pissed she hung up the phone on me..

help

ok crazy stuff i did today-
//bought an evita peroni hairband
//did a henna tattoo
//bought 4 bottles of perfume at 15 bucks each and got 2 free.
//took 2 whole stacks on postcards.and [marc] kept them for me in his trousers' pockets.

watched chingay with [marc] [hao] [ct].then [dav r] came down along frm lucky.haha.he got so sianzified.he left for zouk.haha.
.tmr's the bbq..in for a grreat time.muahahah.

to peeps in 1s09: we are celebrating vday next friday.buy prezzies for everyone in class kk??

-love ya peeps.byeee.

ive got knocked out!! haha.ok slept like frm 1130 to 10.
trying not to sleep too much cos it gives me body aches.i dunno why but yea.

.[dar] got scammed!!.poor thing.no more 500bucks and no more n6600.
start working boyy

starting a slackers club bloggie too.
...bloggie fever...

ta peeps.

life's been boring..stuck at home is like.urghs.but at least i aint in sch.
dun like sch.like the pple.dun like sch.*baby talk*

-took the anti anxiety pill down this morning.supposed to knock out after that.but after so much sleep yest..i have literally no mood to sleep anymore..
the pill landed me in a state of a hangover..i am giddy the whole morning..can collapse into bed very comfortable but with totally no intention to sleep.
..drunken stupor..

am done with the class blog..[ct] dear must go see see kk??..yu need a blogger account to post notes in there though..so sign up quick kk??
to everyone else..hahah..go see ma class bloggie..modified..but it aint the nicest thing in the world..but good enough??..heh

ok peeps..ta.

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i want-
// boy meets girl
// more black tops
// roses!! for v day.=)

woke up after like what?? 4 hours of sleep. didnt really conked out but yea.
-woke up when [ct] and [cai] came to visit.
__________love you two soo much!!___

they cudnt stop laughing bout what happened todayy.and gasp!!.yes!! [wxy] IS with [chris].like.what the.ok now i wonder who else is attached??.
cant help but to feel that pple changes after they leave sec sch.ok fine cedar is a gurl sch.mean like forego all the rships??.i dun understand.
-im still hanging out with mostly gurls.mean like.i dun wanna bother myself with boyfriends now.and sr has no one appealing in it.
the doc asked me what kinda stress i got todayy.its like quite stupid.she ask me whether i have any bgr problems.like duhh no??!!.ahhh its kinda farnie.im wondering what i am stressed about..

..hmm maybe im giving myself stress??.maybe all those stuff happening at church??.i dunno.nevertheless.i destress like crazy.a laugher.yea.haha.but still??..ahhh i dunno.

time to beautify the class bloggie.yups.byeee.

no school for me for the next 2 days.gave in.and finally went to the doc's.and man it IS a migraine.hope it wun last like forever.
the doc gave me painkillers gastric med and anxiety pills.aka sleeping pills.
taken all of them.just waiting for me to start to sleep.okok i kinda drowsy and i cant walk straight.ahhh.freak.

the rain pours down like as if it hasnt been raining for the last 3 months

started a class blog at http://sr-1s09.blogspot.com.i am feeling dead tired already.man this feeling sucks!!.

.spicing up the class blog then going to knock off.dunno how long i will be sleeping..

nites peeps.

stuff happening on 21st feb//
- road race
- acjc fun-o-rama
- south district fd comp

i cant split myself up to 3 rites??..wat the.

i went to school.met with that stupid headache again.going to see doctor soon.yay.its killing me.then came the left ankle which i have sprained 4 times.trying to get an mc for that so that i dun have to run the road race.

-just got freaking irritated with [shawnn].wahhhh wat's wrong with me.at least not to me only.he has been irritating [elaine] with the same shit.and literally SHIT..
fine so it was [xuan].like BAM.make me burst.

sch's ok today.pe was just walking the road race route.its crazy and all but yea.=/ then we had like lectures.and then bio tutorial.starting to enjoy my class quite a lot.am a real fun bunch.grins.
did the registration for sports carn.and like wow.14 pple signed up.yea.
then walked out of school.and guess who i met.[ps].like.wat the.oh anyways.so it does confirms the fact that she and [mark] frm sr/acsbr are together??.like man.haha and [mark] stays ard ma place.haha.

.finished my chem tutorial.not touched my maths AT ALL.so gonna get butchered.

im here.cos i tot my blogskin is really nice and i wanna see it again and again.haha.

sch was ok today.was quite pathetic in the sense that i didnt wanna go to the toilet cos they stink.and i had to suffer a real bad stomachache all the way till like lunch break.man i nearly died.and there was the stupid migraine.urghs man so dun feel like going to school again tml.
.but freak i promised [ct] i will go to school.3.8km walk talk tmr.like wheee.good thing its a short day and school ends at 1.

.had a long day at school.kinda exhausted.like man i cant wait to sleep.ahh.
i need panadol.

ta peeps.

ok i din make my own blog skin.

but isnt this nice??.
i feel crazy cos i never updated my blog so many times before.oh well.

.i should go off.ta.

shall try to make my own blog skin.

im just too bored.

-notneeded

.err im not needed at sr.so yea.im back.

.wondering if they think i am really sick or just slacking??.well.up to them.
-i so love sr.

.those showers of blessing.

.the rain just came when i was talkin to [shawnn] bout getting to meet up with them all laters.like wow.
.weather has been nice these days.except the parts were the rain got onto my nerves like.'when is this irritating rain gonna end soon??'.
.gotta grab a cab twice cos of rain in this month.expenditure of the month is very high.plus the phone bills.i cant wait.why arent the bill here yet??.i am hitting 700 soon for my msgs.that does not include my minutes and my mms.freak.and i cant have anything above 900.if not ill be paying.and i dun have much money to spare for this kinda thing.

.havent been updating properly.anyways.saturday the rain came down really heavily and my sis and i were stranded at the bus stop.hmm.my sis actually prayed and yea.the rain became lighter.and a cab came.and man it cost 2.50 bucks?
.anyways.we had a not so smooth band prac for service.and a not so smooth band prac for yf too.but heck.i dunno.
.the most depressing thing was that literally the whole church was leaking cos of the rain.the rain leaked through the speakers right at the top of the sanctuary.and some leaked frm the spiral staircase.and then the worse was that there was this serious leak in the yf room near the drums.it was so bad that we could breed a koi pond there soon if we dun clear it up in the next week.and the whole room is like..musty.and it sucks.and we din have the aircon RC.so we had to survive without aircon.ahhh.
.on sunday.thank God.most stuff was ok.smooth.and anything wrong was treated as the others' fault.not mine.
.had lunch at potong with CG.suprisingly [dom] went?.met up with the [hars].
.had quite a fun time.err yea.

.hmm.think what was funny was that both [dom] and [rach] actually gave [nat] and [char] angbaos?.
.mean its unconventional and all.but i dunno.and serious [dom] yu dunno that she gave too?.
.all of us love those two darrling gurls.but still?.hmm i dunno what to say.
-either both of yu think the same.or err.i dunno.-

.didnt go to sch today.sick.had this irritating headache that lasted since last night.even till now.temperamental head.[mum] say that it came from the shoulders then up.its like all the small small stuff all gets big together and gives me hell.urghs.

.going out soon.i guess.like man im so excited to get back to sr?.
-sportscarn is driving me up my wall.-

.oh i got my atm card le.finally.whee.

ciao peeps.

.STRESS??.

i thot i said i wanted to slack..bah.

.i HAVE nothing TO say.

.haha.CNY has been good so far.realise i shudnt be wearing skirts everywhere.at least not minis.man it sucks when yu cant even sit properly.
.got quite a lot of ang baos.happy lahs.
.everything is so routine.like the sequences of houses we visit.what food we see and eat at each different houses.the pple there.like all the same every year.ehh.its farnie really.

.i dowan write le..im bored.
.ciao.

.say.happy CNY for those still in the mood.im still trying to stay in that mood.

.happy new year.

.like.tada.its the end of the sheep?goat? year.though it like.makes no diff to me cos that was like 2003 and 2004.but.cmon im chinese!!.haha.

.sr concert was kidna boring.cedar's was over by the time we reached there.ahh but anyways.we went around to see teachers and all.haha.fun rites.haha.even went to see [ms leong] [mrs goh] and [ms nair].like.what for i see them but.haha.fun lahs.haha.yea talked to [yimin] and [grace] bout the unit and stuff.haha.enjoyable talk but mans.i dunno what kinda stuff these gurls can talk abt.anyways met up with quite a lot of pple le.
.then went to nooch at wheelock place.[min] [aar] [mern] [jon] [jin] [hannah] was there.then after that we met [dom] and [sam] at borders.after that was [jon yang].then the 3 boyfriends went off.[ken] and [dav r] came.we had ice cream at swensons.then [min] [ken] [dav r] left.then [hannah] left.haha.the rest of us went to heeren then far east.but literally all the shops were like closing already.yea.so i took 105 home.
.at the bus stop met [dar] and [mei] like.haha.oops.then after that we talk talk he went off.then met [andrre] downstairs.talk talk buy him the choc i was supposed to give him but gave [sangee].haha.
.then go reunion dinner at [nai nai]'s.then go [ah ma]'s hang out.haha.
.then here i am.

.tiring day.my hair is like.-_-||.[andrre] woke up only at 7 today.mans.so wanna kill that boyy.haha.
.[boyy] brought [bobo] to barker today.like.*gasp*.anyways.like wahh i even smiled at her.so proud of myself.maybe i shud learn to befriend her??.new year resolution.treat everyone nicely??.

.put up sun yanzi's yu jian.think its freaking nice.=)
.ciao peeps.happy chinese new year to all.

oh like it appeared.ahhh forget it.will just keep this here.

.i wanna kill blogspot.

.this stupid bloggie is irritating.anyways.

here are the main points.
// 'spiked' my hair.[andrre] did for me.hha.got gatsby wax and m&m's for [andrre]&[dar].haah see i so nice.from j8 anyways.went with [ct]
// sch is like booring.except that part where we had the sports carnival meeting.haha.7 frm our class!!.haha.then a few girls.and [boyy] and [cai].=) haha.[ct] is the overall ic.like woah.
// my class is getting a bit too chaotic.ahhh.

.okok i go off le.should be time i eat a bit of dinner.
.miss home cooked food.
.ciao.

.'spiked' my hair.

.haha.woke upat 6 today to call [andrre].and he came over to help me spike hair.like.right as if it helped.haha.at least something showed.but after that no diff le.haha.
.sch is like.ahh.boring.haha.had the meeting for the sports carnival.haha.[ct] became the overall i/c!!.haha.i took on safety ic cos its freaking easy.somehow.haha.anyways.[boyy] and [cai] decided to slack and take up logistics.and what they dun realise is that that is one of the most not slacking job.haha.

.went to j8 with [ct] afterr sch.bought hair wax.*gatsby gatsby gatsby gatsby*!!.haha.and a m&m's for [andrre] and [dar].for [andrre] cos he will spike my hair for me again today.and for [dar] cos he wun drop amaths.=)
.i love both of yu soo much..haha!!.

.hmm.nv started on [vivian ma'am].haha.making [boyy] wait like crazy.
.haha.

.ciaos.

.first day of formal school lessons.

.like woah.just one more day i dun have to study for the rest of the week.CNY!!.
.went to cut hair today.and bought the flair skirt.haha.happy.it looks good with the red top.
.still dunno how to spike hair.feel so screwed.ahh.haha.both [ct] and i went to cut.bout the same.haha.both of us gonna spike our hair!!.haha.[jess] come tell me its so not angel ma'am-ish.haha.okok means i in cedar is literally guai kia.haha.

.trying to tell [vivian ma'am]'s story to [boyy].haha.

-to do list.
// learn to spike hair!!

.ta.

.frm [jess].thanks gurl.love ya lots.

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// .think of me. \\

Think of me
when you don't want to live
Think of me
when you feel you have nothing left to give
Think of me
when you are sad
Think of me
when you are glad
Think of me
when you cry yourself to sleep
Think of me
when you cut yourself deep
Think of me
when you grab the knife
Think of me
when you try to take your life
Think of me
when you see your blood begin to flow
Think of me
and how I don't want you to go
Think of me
and how much I care
Think of me
and how I'm always there
Think of me
and how much I'd miss you
Think of me
and how much I love you
Think of me
when you want to die
Think of me
Maybe it'll change your mind
Megan C.
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// .guilty. \\

.went to church.not bad.except at some parts the worship at yf was like.total anti-climax.
.ahh but at least we survived.grins.
.we occupied one whole row near the front during service today.there is more pple.but at least we all yea.*what am i talking??!!*

.i shudnt say too much today.just wanna get out and try out my new add-ons.

.ma sis traded [zhuzhu] ma guinea pig for 2 lil ones.haha.man.they ARE lil.and cute!!.
.will miss [zhu] though.seen her for like a year plus already.=/

.ok.tutorials all to be done still.
.ciao.

.ok.went out today.was kinda fun.but.ahh.
.didnt get to watch scary movie3.*sadded*.seems like it didnt show it today.
.then those pple are like all going off at 4.so freaking irritating.
.so in the end i got [david r] to come down along.and yea [min] came down too.like.tada*.
.we went shopping at orchard.me bought a top at topshop.reasonably cheap.mum's happy.that's good.

.seems like some stuff will never be settled that easily.and man.i so love myself for it.feel guilty that i have been slacking soo much that i kinda like overlooked everything ard except me and my own misery and complaints.like i just overlooked everyone around me.even those i am supposed to be caring for.better buck up and start working again.it felt freaking good to be right with God.and like now.it seems like i have overlooked Him too.so sorry God..
.gotta make right with God before i can ever help others.
.man this sounds like a self improvement speech.self lecture would be a better term.
.and [yu] remain on my top of the list.God's not done with yu yet.

.gotta go soon.its God's day tml.or in fact.its His day everyday.but oh well yu know what i mean.i need to go church tml.

// if.i.have.wings \\

.went to jam yest.and man.[aar] [mern] and i are a great team!!.haha.okok.
.i need to go off.meetin my sis at j8.then off to ps.haha.going to watch scary movie 3.tada*!!.

.will update again tonight.ta pple.

// tired \\

.ok fine i have to admit that acsbr is a very nice school.as in the campus is very nice.whether the pple there nice or not that is another story.grins.
.special thanks to:
- boyy// .eh thanks for bringing me there and stuff.although yu werent on time and neither did yu like really show us ard other than telling us.'see this is my school and it is so much better than sr'.haha.still.man yu rawk.still thanks a lot.hope yu werent late in meetin [xuan] yeps?.tk care boyy.
- david w// .hey hey.thanks for the tour.and introducing so many friends.its been fun.=) ill see whether we can sneak in cedar next time kk?.=) thanks again!!.
- cheryl h// .haha yr presence made the atmosphere comfortable.especially for [boyy].haha.thanks for being that sweet gurl and all.tho din get to eat pasta at yr hse.some other time yeps??.promise!!.*grins*.
.of course last but not least..
- cai// .love yu so much to accompany me go.always able to light up my day.=) love yu lots.hope yu had a good time.and yep.barker is awesome.but the cedarian family is the best.rawk on!!.*hugs*.

.school was very much slack today.haha.had 1 and 1/2 lecture.chem and maths.maths was cut by half due to some clashes with the LT usage.so we gotta one whole hour break!!.haha.
.saw the gurl.and its like.man.i see [shawnn] and i see her.like.wham!!.what's wrong with her??!!.nv wanted to talk to him cos of her.and like i have to walk out of sch with her i nearly died.i know i aint suppose to detest someone like that.just gotta learn to love the unlovely.hais.maybe if i just find out the fact why she does all these there might not be any hatred anymore..

.our monkey still looks like a bowling pin.and some ways it looks like a cat.i actually called it a cat.oops.anyway.will be out again later.go bathe and then will catch a v extremely short nap.
.thanks to everyone who made my day fun.even [boyy] and her.hmm.yea.
.ta.

// amylosfattin \\

.got that term frm [mr azahar].is that his name?.oh well.he asked us to like think about how come fat pple float easily in water.then [fiona] came up with that term.

.stayed back for lantern making.am glad that made more friends.and man.my classmates rawk.and i can truely certify that marists and cedarians cant coexist happily.but man.HE started it!!.anyways.like all the gurls are like pissed with him and he's like so proud of it.*roll eyes*

.damn tired.talking to [elaine] now.new friend.senior.*tada!!.
.v sweet.=) haha.

.dowan type le.body not at tip top but still surviving.decide i shud start on detox again.
.losing my voice soon.ta.

.sick the whole day.

.felt really not well once i woke up.
.woke up and totally couldnt walk straight at all.
.was fine during maths lecture.chem lecture i was like.cold hungry tired and poor.plus a real bad stomachache which i knew was gonna end up at diarrhoea laters.
.and lo and behold.it was.
.had nothing on after that till the last period where it was bio lecture.and whenever i put my head down to copy notes.i look up again and the dizziness comes back.man.its like i could faint right there and then.well thank God i didnt.
.after that was choir audition.scared the wits out of me.[angeline] told me i was fine.and i could hear the airy voice and the shaking.and man.i didnt sing to my max range anyway.kinda screwed up.i know ill make it in.but into what parts i dunno.cmon la.i first time choir kk.hate it when what pple predict comes true.*glares at [shawn].

.reached home and ate cereal.tralalaa-quoted from captain underpants.
.hmm.my parents were spraying my house cupboard.the pink and purple parts are becoming either blue or black.to match the wall i guess.
.then i went to sleep.like for 4 hours.only woke up at 730.
.then watch tv and stuff.arghs.then here i am now.*tada*.

.ok i shud go.ta.

// jack.rose.petals \\

.really dun feel like studying or typing wor.
.yawning the whole day today.urghs.

.had pe today.and i signed up for organising the sports carnival.oh well.something to keep me busy with.
.persuading [shawn] to go organise too.=)
.this boyy is still mourning over the fact that he didnt get into ac.ahh.typical ac boyy.

.went to eat at the coffeeshop outside [dom]'s place.met auntie [eileen].hmm.then bought nasi briyani.haah.very very filling.and we had teh chino.very nice.but very hot.ahh.haha.burnt my tongue.

.dun feel like writing anymore.
.[shawn]'s 'hooking me up' with a senior.haha.oh well.we'll see what happens..

.ta peeps.

// scratch.marks \\

.im back to scratching myself.think im turning into a cat.haha.
.funny thinkings.i like to see the scars left there everytime i scratch myself.

.today's school was okay.its just the time taken to get used to it.the homework load is coming up.but man.i do like independent learning.more choices and freedom to go anywhere to study and all.just like do research and all.=)

.went out for lunch today.going to tp for beef noodles with [cai] and [jo].then after that me ask [dav r.] to go too.since he never went to tp before.haha.then my sister came too and we had beef noodles.at least [dav r.] wasnt like antisocial.haha.he's a nice guy.who is loaded.its crazy.haha.oh well.we walked the whole of tp.then about 6 we went home.and tada* we met [shawn] at the bus stop.like how much more qiao3 can everything get?? oh well. like everyone met everyone.haha.
.[pei] asked [shawn] how we met.haha.we'll never get that part clear.we just found each other on msn i guess.haha.farnie la.but haiyohs.oh well.as long as we are friends.*grins*

.talked to [jin] yest.msged rather.hmm.much of it are good news.[dom] yu shud be happy.take good care of yrself le.a lot of stuff havent happened.a lot of impossible might just become possible.prayers answered??.we'll see how.

.man v tired.but still got xi jie today!!.haha.like i missed so much.think most prob i will miss the biggest point of the show along the road.haha.

.time to go off.ta pple.
.oh yah.[andrrre] hope yr chem level test was good eh.byee.

.grace// not getting what yu deserve.
.mercy// getting what yu do not deserve.

.at least i learnt something meaningful today.
.today's worship was like.screwed up.totally.wanna knock my head on the wall.
.literally.
.yea i know like no guts and most prob the only thing i will get is like a bruise?.so boring right?.
.should look forward to seeing some blood.
.arghs i'm so sadist.what's freaking wrong with me.

.[dom] forgot buy me 'boy meets girl'.wanna bash him up le.made my hopes go so high.then all comes crashing down.ahhh.but.same la.how would i bear to?.
.tada*.found out bout his ferreros.*hint hint*.poor [gigi] got scolded for nothing.
.yu ah.dun anyhow scold yr sister la.she poor thing one leh.

.man.i din get to go anywhere today.nearly died of boredom today at home.its like everyone else is out except me!!.
.started my program of the day by walking in circles in my living room.really small circles which after made me feel like vomiting and dizzy.
.then i lie around and on my bed.turn on the tv and watch super sunday.wondering what's so nice anyway.
.msged [tong] and like man.wasnt i blabbering nonsense.he must be thinking i am suffering from depression.first bout thoughts of self mutilation.then bingeing.my mind goes wild in boredom.so dun make me bored.I will drive YOU crazy.

.sch's on tml.my dad ask whether i can pon sch one.haha.funny lorhs.its like.i told him that can but need mc.then he ask me no mc how.then i told me get parent's letter.then he say no letter how.so i say dun go one day.then the next day dun go.and the next next day dun go.forever dun go.quit sch.then he ask can quit sch or not.i say i dunno.haha.

.ahhhh.i should start playing GB or tomb raider or sims.muahaha.
.byeeeeee.

// flip.flop \\

.ma official nick on msn.bah.im too freaking bored la.like i just realised that i ponned both guitar and chingay.*official slacker*.cant stand myself.
.woke up at 1208.my mum's two lil students were like playing around and try to wake me up.both of them are cute la.but whoever tries to wake me up aint cute!!.haha.

.yest went to church to pack the gifts.like freak we actually run short of plastic bags.hais.so in the end we actually used aunty [jo]'s plastic bags from home.
.we were done like really fast.so in the end we get to go to st. george road?street? to have roti prata and milo godzilla!! haha.
.anyway went home and [andre] called me on the way back to tell me he wun be studying along today.and i was just wondering is he crazy since he was like laughing and laughing non stop.then say cos he very long nv play bball??.and i thot he was a bballer.oh well.then i met him at 7-11.and like ha.he met both my mum and my dad.diaos.

.anyway.band prac is at 8 and choir has prac at 830.wonderful arrangement.
.dun say anymore in case i get pissed.
.ta.

.lectures sucks.

.like i am so glad i dun have to go to school for the rest of the week.ponning tml's guitar and chingay.
.lectures today were like.bah.first lecture was maths.and it sucked.that teacher was like.urghs.and i freaking miss [mdm lum] now.
.was sitted in front of [shawn] his fren [zw] and this like whole group of marists.then that teacher actually was like just noticing the pple in top only.like.bad choice to sit up there.oh well.i made a promise.it was bad i didnt meet them at the stairs le.so still must make up for it ma.yea.
.then was CT.like.ok la.the pple from my class are quite nice.got a lot of screwed up pple i guess.like me.its like.got rg one.vs.pl.mg.then [zw] from barker.and he is like.dao!!!.
.oh well.scully he also shy.
.break was literally doing nothing.just sit there do nothing lydat.*shrugs*.
.chem was like.the lecturer talks like a total sgean.like she is freaking proud of her singlish.chem, maths and bio are gonna be really tough.

.wonder why i should just go study at jc and stress myself out.arghs.

.bio was ok.the teacher was very sarcastic.but its my cup of tea.all has a lot of expectations.and it just does not allow me to slack.hais.damn.
.then me had tom yam mee at the canteen.not bad.but taste v milky.so quite scared.

.body havent been v healthy these days.like.very sensitive skin.and loads of mosquito bites.then me coming down with a cough soon.and losing my voice.arghs.then have a totally stiff shoulder which hurts like crazy.wrong sleeping position again.

.going to church laters to do the love gift stuff.lala.like wah so fun.since even [dom] must personally call so i should go.and plus.we have supper after that.grins.
.[pei] aint coming home today.orientation camp.so fun rite?.urghs.oh well.

to cedar redx peeps// fd comp coming soon izzit?.must let me know kk?.love yu all.yu all rock!!.take care.byee.=)

.that's bout all i can say.byee.

.i have 5 mins to finish this post up so sue me.

.i cant stop fallin in luv with yu ill nv stop fallin in luv with yu.
.gotta applaud [marty s.] on such a song.pple will definitely ask whether im attached.like.err.yea i am.to the Big Boss.haha.

.first day of school is fun.had this talk by the P.which sucked.like.damn i love [ms leong].and most of all [mrs tay].ahhh.
.then was chinese lesson in the gigantic lecture hall.then it was err.break.yea.
.then was a chingay talk where this guy who recognises cedarians rallied for volunteers to take part in chingay as motivators.
.like actually i wanna join but after that.everyone was boo-ing it.and i rem my main aim in sr is to slack.so tada* i dunno what's gonna happen but ill see whether i feel like signing up tml.
.ok then it was 2 'study periods' which i had absolutely nothing to do.yea.at first was in the canteen was [hawa] [amelia] and [fiona].we were talking bout how stupid [mr khoo] and [mr low] was last time.but man.now i miss them so freaking much.
.then next period cai and i went into that study area place.and like.do nothing?.cai tried to study her econs notes.but i guess i disturbed her.haha.oops.anyway.yea.that's bout it.

.reached home watch tv then come online.and [shawn].STOP showing off acsbr.haha.

.im over 5 mins.sue me.
.byee.

.i cant read theeese?.

.i cant load my pages.i cant access anyone's blog.like.f**k it la.

.anyway.we did the mass dance.and like.a lot of stuff.anyway orientation is over.
.[cai] taught me abt a species of pple in sr that are A.S.-attention seekers.seem like there's a lot of them in sr.oh well.
.found a lot of look-alikes in sr.this guy who look like [duan chenfeng].one who look like [wilbur pan].one who look like [lee hom].one who look like [mindy].one who look like [olivia] and one that looks like [olivia].arghs.
.VS guys and marist guys coexisting together seemed impossible.but it happened anyway.

.urghs.fine.i guess sr might just be a wee bit more bearable for the first 3 months.and freak.im too tired.
.i gtg.bye.

.in this place.where you are.

.i am not really in the mood of like doing a post.will finish everything by tomorrow.i promise!!.this webbie cannot be loaded for nuts.urghs.

.did the college dance today.and damn.it feels funny and definitely uncomfortable to hold a guy's hand.after [jason].like.that's a nightmare.oh well.at least my partner is like.nice?.[stella] say he is like totally prince charming plus playboy type.*raise eyebrows*.maybe.but.ahh.just dun come near me can le.i aint looking for anyone just yet.still scared of getting hurt again.cos i know whatever rships i get into now.most prob it wun last.even if i wanna play along.the other party might not be thinking the same.

.dunno why i started on it.but im not going to continue.just one complaint.sr cheers are so freaking unoriginal.

.im done.

.not feeling nice enough to write a post todayy.

.byee.

.church rocks.

.well not all aspects.but its like.God did answer my prayer where i wanna re-enact that kind of jamming and stuff on the 1st.
.it does seem like a long time already since watchnight.but the fact is that it was only like 3 days ago??.
.it was only a wee lil bit of pple.here are the pple ard: [me] on keyboard, [aar] on el.guitar, [mern] on drums, [winn] on bass, [samjr] on the OHP and the tambourine, [jack] on the rice shaker and that i-still-dunno-what-its-called small drums, [jon] [dav.w] [cheryl.h] songleading, [no2] tambourine dancing and in the audience, [dom] who was seemingly very much enjoying himself and basking in God's glory and in the audience. oh yah and uncle [hc] who came over and helped out with the PA stuff which we need a lot of help on.
.we do sound professional and all.maybe one day we might rock the church!!.the only thing now is whether our YOUTH MINISTER aka uncle [kc] allows.its kinda like.wet blanket.but yu can never expect the worst.just waiting to see the look on his face when all 3 songleaders starts jumping.and like.ha.they jump well.haha.

.when shopping with [mum] yesterday.like i bought lots of stuff?.
.ok got a backpack for school.its black and like.nice.=)
.then there were 3 pairs of converse socks.
.and then a notebook which i doubt can fit loads of stuff in for jc.arghs.we just needed to hit the 50 bucks mark to get the mini toons membership card.
.and yea we spent $56.50 on everything.plus [ken]'s christmas prezzie to me which was a $20 mini toons voucher.haha.

.sometimes life does rock..

.bought a warm brown hair dye today.dyeing my hair tonight.i guess.hmm.this is for sr.*narrow eyes*.
.the sr management is like.questionable.but man.just trying to be satisfied that at least i get to experience jc life rite??.

.wham!!.i found that song in [dom]'s blog in the chords book.and ahhh.so freaking nice!!.ok.a song to teach one day.and yes.[dom]'s correct when he said that we do get caught up with hillsongs and forget about the other just-as-good bands.yups.one resolution of the year.get exposed to other christian bands.

.im done.gtg out laters.cg on laters too.=/
.byee.

.orientation sucks.

.at least school ended at 1 today.its quite farnie to think about it.i thought it was going to be only me and [beth] around.and [sheni] appealed in!!.and [wxy] came too!!.haha.happy.
.the orientation sucks!!.
.i dun like the school compound.the principal and all.
.and damn.even [ms leong] is more confident than her.
.I MISS MRS TAY.I MISS CEDAR!!!!!!!!!!!.

.after school went to heartland that side eat.yea.saw [shawn] and cudnt make any impression of it.oh well.i'll see him like everyday next time.so yea.haha.he aint enjoying sr la.haha.complaining bout it.oh well.

.shant crap anymore.going socks shopping.notebook shopping and hair dye shopping.
.have band prac at night.byee.

.i dowan go back to school.

.at least i'll be slacking.[shawn] said that school ends at 1 tml.*cross fingers and toes*.

.shanghai nite was.not as good as tropical nite in 2002.
.stuff were kinda chaotic.and well.just not as organised anyway.

.watchnight was.fun.we presented items.and man.it sucked.
."stronger than" the musicians were playing in one key and the rest were singing in another.it was TERRIBLE.
."irresistible" was too fast.oh well.
.i was playing the keyboard.then [sam]'s on the guitar and [dom] on the bass.[tls3] on the drums.
.funny combination.but.oh well.

.when watchnight was over we went to the youth room.and jammed.like.woah.for once.we are like so freaking enthu and stuff.we had me on the keyboard.[sam] on guitar.[dom] on bass.and [no2] on drums.[jon] and [david wong] was like choosing songs to sing and giving us a torturous time.haha.we had to look for the freaking chords like EVERYWHERE.

.k mean like.its fun that everyone's back together.*hint*.
.its just the way everyone is seeing it.
.its good to see how much God can change pple in one year.like 365 days?.
.its great to see the youths praise the Big Boss so wholeheartedly.
.we should have yf at 1am next time.everyone's awake then.
.its nice to even see the slackers sing along and everything.
.i know this is only once.i am praying that the worship experience will be just as magical and beautiful every time we get together.
.im getting melancholy.*tears streaming*.

.my window is on [dom]'s blog.and that really nice song is like.booming.and its too nice.urghs.[dom] dun change yr background song.

.what's sad.and like.yu know that the people you have around you now will be not be around forever.people walk in and out of our lives.
.sometimes i would not let anyone come in.nor would i let anyone leave.
.sometimes i cling too hard.that's why it hurts.it turns too possessive.
.i need to learn that some stuff are just meant to be.and i should just stop brooding.
.and i should just learn to only think about others fully.before i think about myself.
.i dun need to learn to be emotionless.i am creating with those extra senses to be sensitive.
.why then should i shun them?.put them in good use gurl.
.the feeling of insecurity is getting too strong in me.need to get that of.
.and wham.i dun wanna admit.but.i guess its too selfish.i dowan [yu] to leave.
.why cant everyone be happy like before.just plainly cos people change?.maybe.

.crying on new year's day is bad?.maybe ill be then crying a lot in the year.
.hey i seriously dun mind.every time God just touch me that lil bit.man.tears come down.
.He knows what He is doing.He is in control.

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For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
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.ahh.that song's killing me.i am just keeping a window on [dom]'s blog to listen to that song.5th time listening le?.
.suddenly the world and secular stuff are getting insignificant.and all i want is.Him.
.havent felt that for a long time.i wan that to last.

.its back-to-school le.pray that this year will be just as meaningful and perhaps even more.and that everything will be fruitful.and also.yf will be right with Him.and growing.
.revival's the word.

.everyone.happy new year.
.God bless you all.